The Chapel—San Francisco 2014-/Pedro Paredes
13:50
Nausea Lyrics

Nausea
is it so strange
is it so strange to to walk back home
i wouldn’t listen for what it’s worth
watching my time wrinkle alone 
bringing me back now, paranoia 
giving me something to give up 
moving along now 
it’s made me dizzy 
watching the clouds as i go home

nausea
you’ve kept youself away from everyone you used know 
nausea
you kept yourself here now everybody’s gonna know

is it so strange
is it so strange to be alone
i wouldn’t listen for what it’s worth 
watching the sky as it unfolds
bringing me back now, paranoia 
giving me something to give up 
moving along now, it’s made me dizzy
watching the clouds as i go home

Komorebi
take the time to know,
how alone you are in this world
just to find
death is on your mind
as you stand still, you realize where you are
in her world
aged and bright,
my moon after the tide

how was I to show
for the time i spend alone in my head
the world nobody knows
as i lay still, your wind carried the clouds
to feel
slow and kind
my moon after the tide

Changing Faces
I’ve been changing faces
watching my time cave in slow
I stay in town, never come around
but suddenly there’s pain and joy from laughter
holding off from what is cruel
i lay around, never come around
but suddenly there’s you
Hiding myself under shades of constant swirls of blue
I stayed in town, never came around
and suddenly there’s pain and joy from laughter
holding off from what is cruel
thought i hurt myself, thought of no one else
but suddenly there’s you

Dwindle
Dwindling down our speech was hardly sound
we’ve been up and all around
just to find us here
keep it in mind, ourselves will surely die
in the softest leaves we lie
we both saw the end come
answer no questions, this time
until tomorrow comes
welcome to evenings with me
until tomorrow comes
Dwindling down it’s me the snow has found
it’s been up and all around
just to find me here
keep it in mind myself will surely lie
in the softest leaves i lie
i saw my own end
until tomorrow

Twirl
you thought you saw the end in my eyes
i’m dying just to come around
i’m in the clouds wishing you would tell me what to do
it’s hard for us to talk about it
well honey, it just brings me down
i’m on the floor hoping you can tell me what to do
i don’t know what to do
there goes all my silence
there goes all my faults
there’s still a little heart in the things i tend to ignore/things i can’t ignore
you thought you saw the end in my eyes
i’m spinning and i can’t come down
i’m in a twirl hoping you can tell me what to do
it’s hard for us to talk about
well honey, it just brings me down
i’m on the floor hoping you can tell me what to do
i don’t know what to do

Laughing for My Life
You laugh at the wall while you’re head is spinning
isn’t it strange? you’re at the center of it
and guess what, it’s not the view that you love
there’s no pain
when it’s just you and silence
is it an illusion, drifting through your life
ain’t it sorta funny
when you’re laughing for your life
when this is all i have left to feel
what a slow sigh
for once I’ll take my time
and I’ll lay myself in an empty field
what a slow life
for once I’ll take my time

First Snow
All of the rain, from your face
it washed away his awful games
onto the ground, you crawl
you just want to feel his honest touch
then the morning came, and it went
then you’re left with no one else again
only to yourself, you wept
you’re relieved to be yourself again
don’t bring yourself down, the wind will pick you up again
you owe it to yourself, enough to hurt yourself again
the only way to feel so free
the rain has slowly died again
into his arms you long
you just want to feel his honest touch
then the morning came, and it went
then you’re left with no one else again
only to yourself, you wept
you’re relieved to be yourself again

If I Could
On your spine I felt so small
and if i could, i’d leave it all
clip my wings and fall where I have to fall
you are the wind that took my all
Throughout the nights we felt so small
believed my life was nothing more
clip my wings and fall where I have to fall
you are the wind that took my all

Breaking the Angle Against the Tide
it’s hard to come around when you feel dead inside all the time
fear can only leave you feeling heartless inside
so i break the angle right between the tide
and call it mine
you’ve wasted too much of my time
serpentine
in a haunted haze i find it more inclined to stay inside
finding the comfort in the hurt i can’t put aside
so i break the angle right between the tide
and call it mine
you’ve wasted too much of my time
serpentine

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